Baby i really dont wish to add on to your stress or be a burden to you anymore , i am really striving and working very hard to look for a job to settle down myself but i am wondering why isit so difficult to believe in me ? Is everything i said and did deceiving , it really made me feel asif i done it for nothing as nobody appreciate it .
Everyone can choose not to belive , hate and leave me but you cant , ineedyou now and also in future .
As long as i am still alive theres still hope and chances , walk with me hand in hand and solve eveything together with me like i'll do when you needme too .
Lastly sorry and i'll really continue to work hard , please have faith and believe in me cas i dont wish to walk in this darkness but needing guidance from you only you .
Iloveyou , ineedyou and imissyou badly !
Without you , my life will just be full of darkness .

It's been month's i never post i guess and sorry about that as many thing cropped up , ha .

Babyhoney , we overcome obsticle together without failed hand in hand for 1 year though it's not easy and staying sweet like how we used to be alway's and you'll never be replaced in my heart .
Firstly baby personality and character had changed and was no longer the old her as i got to get used to it but somehow i miss her oldself .
Secondly i thank her for pushing me though it's quite hard to get a job while waiting to apply for ite next year but can't deny it's quite irritarting but ilove it , i am starting work at sakae sushi this coming wednesday 1st june at bugis which is the place i hate most but nevermind .
Lastly hope to be able to hug my baby and never let her go , kiss her and never let her lips leave me as well as being able to meet her up soon .
Imissyou ohs laopo , sweetest kiss .
MuackksMuackks !
<3
(:

Today train-ed to yishun , meet baby and den went to northpoint .
While we are otw to piekia to get buy something to eat , saw baby's classmate and den we stop as baby is chatting with them .
After that finally reached piekia and brought two pie's , one for her and me .
We found a seat and saw a men seating there , after that i went there to sit down as my leg is quite tired .
After awhile the man leave and finally both of us are able to sit down and chat , finish eating we went to throw it away and saw baby's friend for about 3-4 time's .
And when we are otw back , the same old thing baby's chat with them while they are di siao-ing the both of us .
After that train-ed to yishun to bring baby home and after that i went back to my home sweet home .
Lastly baby really happy that your feeling is finally back , i can't afford to loseyou cause i simply loveyou . We wil last TLQH and i am missing you alway's without failed .
Muackks !

Baby , thanks for being there for me without failed when i am feeling down and needed you .
You never failed to cheer and bring a smile to my face , recently what happened and changed is partly my fault well please don't put all the blame on yourself .
From the first day we met , we promise to care and love each other .
Beside's that we also promise to overcome everything no matter how complicated like how we are now , i believe we'll be able to do it as everything need time .
Trust me as i'll be able to support and not let you worried about me as well as my future but only to love and dote me as a boyfriend and a girlfriend job of your's .
When i start work i'll promise you and also myself to work hard and plan for me as well as our future .
Lastly no matter how you treat me now , i'll never failed to be by your side loving and supporting you . You and i give ourself a chance to accept and love each other which made me telling myself never to giveup on you , your the on and only girl i love deep down from the bottom of my heart . Iloveyou like i alway's do and miss you whenever i am not with you , we will last . Muackks !

I'll only blame myself for all my action's and bear all the pain myself .
Baby ,
sorry for i had done during the past or present that hurt you but i didn't mean it so hoping you really forgive me deep down your heart ?
I had been crying durig the past few night's after you said your feeling toward's me totally fade toward's me and i was like totally heartbroken .
No matter what i will bring that feeling back in you cause i simply , need , miss and also loving you alway's , trust me mydear .
<3 TLQH , MUACKKS ! (:

how should i say or start , laughs ?

Yesterday baby went over to my house and the both of us is like going really crazy or mad i guess ?
We tickle and even worst play wrestling on the bed pushing and kicking each other around the bed though it's quite lame but i enjoyed it and so does she .
After that went to hub to meet kor and recca with my baby , we slack at hub for awhile before going over to eat something .
After awhile my brother's came and we all went over to hub arcade to play game and have fun at the same time though we all are worn out , laughs .
Finally went smoking and it's not really a good thing as i'll be quiting soon for nobody but the sake of myself , finish smoking send baby to station as i got something important on .
Lastly baby you spell my life as well as loving and missing you alway's , muackks ! (: